So ive been running around like my heads cutt off lately.
I dont know whats up with Hazel still..im still thinking its the teeth. Plus hazel is now in the 1’s and 2’s room!!! so shes dealing with transition and such as well.
Shes honestly doing wonderful overall though. She loves loves LOVES the toddler room. She sleeps on a cot in there, goes outside, eats and plays with all the other kids!! She is around kiddos who are now doing the same things she is. It is hard to break habbit of dropping her off in the infants room and when i call its hard NOT to ask to be transferred to the infants room.
I dont know if its just me but everyone is like ” i miss when they were so little, it was the best..” i do miss Hazel when she was first born but i love to watch her grow! shes becoming her own little person and i know im doing a wonderful job raising her so far. I didnt even cry on her birthday either. I was happy my daughter is taking the next step in her life and becoming a little person!
Also, hazel hasnt been having the stools she should so i decided to buy her some yogurt today. OH BOY SHE LOVES IT. This was called Yoinfant or something. Its organic and has DHA etc. Hopefully the yogurt works.
On a potty note: The other night Hazel made her way on over to the toilet when i was trying to get her diaper on. I kept insisiting we had to put it on for bedtime. I go and get her nighttime cloth and bam THERE IS POOP ALL OVER MY BATHROOM FLOOR. i should of put two and two together and realize she was trying to use the potty!!
I tried tonight to see if she would do anything and she just started flipping out, Maybe shes afraid to pee on the toilet?Then again shes only one and i should be lucky that shes clicking on so quickly.
On a personal me note: I really miss going to therapy. I just want my insurance back! Ive been coping pretty good without it but i have my moments where im just like AHHH. Hazel has been stressing me out quite a lot lately. Im trying to put her to sleep in her crib, not working. She wont let me do things in the morning when she wakes up to early because shes tired. She makes really big scenes in restaurants and i always have to leave early from dinner with my friends.My therapist isnt a mom but shes someone i trust and i love to talk to.
Plus im coping really well with my dads death anniversary coming up. Ive decided what im going to get for him.Its going to be the quote “free to breathe” on my ribs with a papa bear holding his baby bears hand. My dad had small cell lung cancer and i was always his baby bear. Its taken me a long time to find something that i feel fits perfectly. I am going to get it done on his day, the 27th.
Its probably going to hurt a lot but my dad went through lung cancer. If can, i can get a rib tattoo and deal with it.
I cant believe im starting college in 2 weeeeeeeeeeks! Whoot! Hello SUVA! Hello Interior Designer me!